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2002-04-08 @ 12:54 a.m.
i keep breathing just enough so that the air within me moves or pushes out the twitching stuff to keep my head from stuttering and the words I don’t want to hear again from muttering i am shuddering shutting down wearing this heart break like a crown or a gown made of steel and stone exposing a bitter and breakable bone speaking simply monotone you died alone all contact with outside systems is short this mission cancelled abort and tears are turning into acid the way your blood did this fever is flushed in my face our history before me patterns i begin to trace with eight years parallel always dashed and metered measured mostly by jokes and cigarette butt smokes clashing clothes and crooked teeth three years older than i you arrived like light as if from the sky thinking with two combined into one mind our lives intertwined kept close by fate but now too late dead gone vanished into a friday night forever did your body fight your chemical fix didn’t you know you’re not supposed to mix those things like that no where was your head boy this must be a mistake no one was prepared this is foreign and fake this wasn’t what was planned so take it back Older Entries |
