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grace car @ part one
only your heart is worth the glory

 

(I want to see myself through unbiased eyes) 

 

 

         Along the uneven -leaning more already left or leaving-line of

      ‘I miss you’

Caught cleaning the blood from my bones

Scraping while it chips-is flaking-

            Now scrubbing in circles on my skin

      Because I swear there was something more

Something more-writteninthestars-

About the way your eye shook

      I swore black and blue

      & the stars just stood there

      twilight as my witness: they didn’t budge a sentence

I just swallowed their surprise

Breaking the blankness about them-beautifully boring

all the emptiness displayed itself in the whites of my eyes

            you’re a page I already wrote on

      for instance,

instances when caution came and left me in the rain

relishing the fact that

      the pretty people are polished like porcelain

and are painfully the same

       I should be relieved I’m real, that skin is rubber and ready to heal when split (think of it as warmth, as shelter from society’s inevitable suicide: know that bending is better than breaking, compromising can conclude in clarity)

These lessons transcend

            Occasionally,

Those magic tricks don’t even have to pretend to work;

They just do.

Invariably,

Beginnings have to end in order to begin again.

     

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