precious time @ 10:32 p.m.
i'm not going to waste time worrying what you think of me

where this isn’t

            is a place perfect for

            purpose of poetry

and there’s always

[always always always]

a way to say exactly what you’re trying to say

            you stow yourself in

impossible poses

pretending to know

not knowing nothing/no.one/nothing

i can’t mean enough of what i wish i could say

without just wishing that you weren’t

                        or i was  

[the word willing]

listening with[out] wanting to know

that you’re never going to forgive this

            so insistent

that i insisted

                        re-fucking-visit the last revision and reveal

 really,

i won’t think about it anymore

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