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Decide: differentiate between too close and not close enough Add the sum of two stakes rising exponentially with the color of clouds and all that rapture I never had time for Then when you think you’ve got it all figured out divide it by any words you’ve ever wished you hadn’t said: complete the sentence and say it again, this time avoid that stand still and stare while you’re struggling to speak stutter Multiply all the times you looked at her like it was the first time by the time it took you to realize that your body wanted you to let go weeks ago Swallow the storm as it sweeps you up and in and remembers a day or a year when you were truly satisfied Stabilize emotion with duct tape, a needle, and some floss but beware of beautiful eyes- they all inescapably say what you want to hear, just for the sake of hearing Benefit from benefit itself- profit off of someone else’s pain: profess your perception on the matter and make them understand you’re right just because you are and they’re wrong simply because someone has to be Remember to keep your eyes on the road headlights ahead of you, ten and two o’clock steering wheel position hands press firm, firmer yet- do not let go Wake up still tired: sleep has become an impending indulgence of sorts: it’s irresponsibly imminent but never important enough when there are words to be written or read, music to make or hear, thoughts to think, ect. Record every event as it occurs. If it isn’t already, force it to appear precious, then paint a picture of it on the canvas of your memory with charcoal and chalk: don’t forget to forget all about it Be bold but not cold. Outline yourself with details that don’t define you but do describe you, for now at least. Decide: is the end or the beginning? Older Entries |