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            hands together tied behind back

     time is immeasurable

minutes [meaningless minutes] mean hours when your stomach’s sick with not sleeping or eating and there are these thoughts thinking you things like ‘this is enough’ ‘leave it alone’ ‘let it be’ and you whisper whisper whisper what you want to scream so no one knows that this is it     (so she won’t hear you pointing fingers

      and placing blame on the one she struggles

      to overcome)

in the end it ended up on me,

comparatively i’m second rate

(compared to what who and why her?)

i tear me up and down and sew the seams shut with a smile

shrug sigh and say nothing all at once

i’m a million different ways to save

     uncertainty is something certain

     and the lucidity that carries itself in confusion

     is constantly unclear

i say things that grow an inch a minute

to make you see

what you mean to me

     what i want is you

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