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2002-04-22 @ 10:46 a.m.
out of the shapelessness of my memory comes you wearing that look i love to look at tears are falling from sleepless swollen eyes itchy red I scratch them till they sting you’re not holding on holding out holding back shivering shake sends superstitions like counting the steps it takes to walk away air is thick with missing you cross my fingers toes and t’s dot my i’s dissapear try to close my eyes melt into the crack in the sky separated rays by a rainbow-remember? lightening thunder bluffs (call my bluff) how is this helping this is an emptiness eating me this is the end of me i descend transcend into terrible ball of bad bundled on floorboards creaking eyes like faucet leaking letting go letting go (never let go, don’t let me let go) into pillow case burry face my heart will cease to beat lungs refuse to fill go against myself go against my will Older Entries |
